Time? Where can I find more?

Where does the time go? Why does it seem to slip by before I can catch it in my fingers? It's so frustrating. I would love for time to stop so I can do the things I want for this moment and then start it back up and go. I was just looking at my calendar for the next month. Ahh! is all I have to say. So I have these two weeks of school left. Shouldn't be that big of a deal. Write a paper, take a quiz, play the oboe. When I get home it's crap on top of more crap. As soon as I get home, rehearsal, next day rehearsal, off day, rehearsal, two concerts, head to Illinois... It doesn't end! I enjoy all of the "crap" I'm doing BUT when do I relax? I'm not finding it. I have these auditions to be thinking about but it seems like no time to prepare or even record the tracks. Hmm....Ahh!! On top of this mom wants to take a trip. What? You say, well there's the relaxing. Nope. Still practicing. Have to. Nothing else can be done. What have I gotten myself into? Will there ever be a time I can be away from the oboe long enough to relax or have I set my life up for no relaxation? I don't really know. I always say it'll happen when I get that big job, but is that really true? I'm not so sure. There's always something. Always. Ok I'm stuck! I'll deal.