So the past few weeks have been pretty crappy. I've been learning how mean and degrading the music world can be. It's been very depressing, but I think I'll be better off in the end. Today, was a quite interesting day. I had just gotten off of work and had come downstairs to look for Barb. She wasn't there, so I decided to head back to the office and sign up for advising. As I was passing the choral room I heard for just a moment what sounded like a familiar voice. Knowing that this person lives halfway across the country I made no more thought of it, and kept on my way. As I finished my business in the office, I turn around, and who is there, but one of my most favorite people in the world!!! I was so excited that I ran and hugged him. Never can I remember someone making me so happy. It was such euphoria. It was so great to see his familiar face, who I hadn't seen in over a year! It makes me think about my reaction. It was almost uncharacteristic of me to be so extremely excited and euphoric as I already said. A year ago I had been toying with the fact that I thought I felt more than friendship with this person, but because of his position and rumors I had heard I never did anything about it. Yet, now the position isn't a problem, only the rumors. It makes me want to pursue it. As I was talking to him I was so happy. We weren't even talking about much, just life, but it was exciting. We basically just picked up where we left off and it was great. If only he didn't live in Idaho and I in Missouri. I hope that I get to see him again before he leaves. I loved that happy feeling I had today!!! Oh if he felt the same way, that would be infinite euphoria.
Monday, October 23, 2006
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